I was at work at 9am today after spending 2 days in school. So much work to do today, as I had to cover work that was meant to be done over the past few days as well as whatever I feel may need to be covered in the next 2 days. I had a meeting with my accountant. I had to personally coach my assistant. And we’re only about halfway through the day.
All my hectic schedule makes me feel like I should document my life – as a wife, an employee, and a student.
It all started from March 2018. I received my results for my PT Diploma. I achieved a perfect GPA of 4.0 and I felt like I should bring myself further.
While waiting for my graduation in May 2018, I applied for enrolment in SIT for a full-time degree in Naval Architecture and NTU for a part-time degree in Mechanical Engineering. Of course, doing a part-time degree makes so much more sense. I already have a stable job, my BTO keys will be released by 1Q 2019, so I will need CPF contributions until then, with a stable job, payments for the studies isn’t as stressful either.
But I just had to try for the full time degree because of its specialisation.
Graduation came, strutted like a proud peacock because I could. In my head, I kept thinking that maybe I could wear a robe again, but for a legitimate Bachelor’s degree convocation next?
Don’t get me wrong. I was proud of myself. But I also feel like I could do so much better. I anxiously waited for the outcomes of my applications. Eventually, I got an interview with SIT. I went, owned it to the best of my capabilities, and waited for the final outcome.
I got in. I got a spot in SIT for Naval Architecture. I couldn’t believe myself. But there was so much to consider. I still waited for NTU. Each time I called them, they kept saying they were still considering. In the back of my head, I knew that if NTU had given me a spot, I’d go for it with no second thoughts.
The deadline for accepting SIT’s seat was closing and I still didn’t get a reply from NTU. I decided to just accept SIT’s offer. True enough, a (few) day(s) after I accepted SIT’s offer, NTU rejected me.
Disappointed that I wasn’t good enough for NTU, I still looked forward to SIT. It was nerve wrecking to realise that I was going back to school. So many things went through my head. From the trivial to the stuff that matters.
In the midst of all those worries and stress, I decided to apply for a scholarship (I initially thought it was just a bursary, turns out it is a full scholarship haha), got an interview, and became a recipient! I was so blessed and truly thankful for it!
I started school officially two days ago. I feel like I’m where I’m supposed to be. This feeling is beautiful. And if my blessings weren’t enough, my BTO keys will be ready end of December 2018.
Isn’t God great?
I will update my lifelong learning experience as and when I can. This post is getting too long for my liking.